20050429

oh wells
today
is a horrible day..
as if having two tests in the morning wasnt bad enough
as if standing under the hot sun isnt bad enough
btw, was the today 38 degrees or smth?
anw.. i dun really wanna describe wad happen
im feeling emotional now..
i'll probably like suddenly break down and start crying over this injustice
so anw..
i was happily waiting for 3.45
for the arts fest to start..
so we were supposed to assemble at the assembly area or smth rite
so went there..
was like sweltering hot..
so suddenly out pops one guzheng person
giving me a shock by telling me that i had to stay till ten
AND i wun be able to watch the performance
yep.. so i din really care abt it at first..
and out pops another guzheng person
and telling me that the teachers were very angry coz no one wanted to stay
i mean, who would wanna stay?
wadeva i was like wad if i dun stay??
and she was like must stay
so u noe wad she hold my arm so painfully i wanted to slap her
it was really damn pain la.. i felt like if i tried to break free my arm would just break
ok so anw.. she was like trying to drag me to the guzheng room
i was so damn irritated with her
cant she like just leave me alone
so went to the guzheng room'
and the teachers werent even angry
and they din even care when my fren said some gz ppl went to hide
so this IDIOT comes along..
why must he be so irritating
he was like scolding my fren coz she wasnt sure wad time she had to go home
say wad she got no sincerity and when gz needs you to like 表现, u're not there
hes just full of crap
so blah blah blah
its going to be gz's turn to perform
and'dun haf enough helpers or so we're called
we were treated more like maids please
so yar i was standing there holding the gz
and that idiot say all helpers run back to the gz room
which is like right at the other end of the hall
to take chairs
so i was holding a gz rite, so obviously i have to pass it to somebody before i can run off rite
so i was like passing the gz to my senior and that asshole was like using his condutor stick to wack me head
and staring at me with his shit face yelling at me to hurry up
i mean it wasnt as if i din wanna be quick rite
i had the pass the gz! wad if it drops and all the string break?
dosent he have eyes to see wads going on or brains to interpret wad i was doing
hes mad i tell u
so running like hell back to the gz rm
and taking the heavy chairs back to the hall again
and then like after we set up the gzs on stage we had to squeeze in this small space
and everyone was like sweaty and smelly and there was no ventilation..
yuck
ok then i was lunch
and then some teacher came to tell us we dun have lunch for you
wad kind of shit is this???
you make us run around the whole school, and dun even provide food for us??
and the worst thing was like we dun have food to eat, and we still had to deliver the food from the canteen to the hall for the seniors while they sat on chairs shaking their legs
excuse me, we are doing a favour and you treat us like slaves
its really slaves coz we dun get anything in return
so wadeva we found extras and ate them
i felt so pathetic
and like we were eating rite..
then one of the sec 2 performers came to sit with us
and this senior was like why u sit with them?
wad the hell is wrong with sitting with us??
because we're helpers so they treat as like servants and its so downgrade to sit with us
i wish i could just give that person a slap on her face
so we ate i cant rmb wad happen
just walking around the school until 6.45
went to ehall and sat around
stayed there and then came out
and sat arounf outside the hall agn
then balh then had to move the gz make to the gz rm
and had to go two trips because not enuff ppl
wadeva la
then was like moving all the stuff until like going to be 10 o' clock liao
so anw i went back to class
and this teacher comes along to tell us that the seniors ate and left all their boxes and the garbage bags outside the hall and told us to clear the rubbish
jyst total shit la
its the seniors who left them there
its the seniors who were inconsiderate enough to leave their thing around
why should it be us these pathetic little helpers to clear up after them
arent we servants already??
and we dun even us receiving any recognition or wadeva shit
they din even mark down we helped and din even bother saying thanks or wadeva shit
wadeva i had a hard getting back to class
and my parents came to fetch me
and i was like actually crying when i told them
so stupid.. why did i cry
i was stull crying when i went to bathe
weird..
haha so anw.. my arms and legs is aching now
and i couldnt even brush my teeth properly coz my hands were trembling
no more energy left..

10:41 pm



20050423

hello evrybody...
i've got an IMPORTANT
message to make...
my birthday is
12 days away!!
haha.. 5 May!!...
heee.. im gonna put
a counter on my blog (:

9:22 pm



20050417

ok.. this extremely weird thing happened this morning..
so i was like sleeping rite, then i woke up..
and somehow i wasnt really that woken up..
but anw i stood up..
and i trying to walk out of my room..
then got those little dots appeared..
you noe so my vision wasnt clear..
and my legs suddenly became wobbly.
so i tried walking faster so i could reach somewhere where i could sit down
but somehow i couldnt make it, and i feel down
so this is like the damn weird thing..
i was like thinking
'aiyah shit.. must fall down.. so sian'
so i close my eyes and went back to sleep-while i was falling
weird or not..
and i could hear like the sound of things likke gona drop..
like got earthquake or sumthin..
den dunno wad happen la..
when i open my eyes i was on the floor outside my room..
yeah so at first i tot i was dreaming..
but then my hand was scratched by something, and quite pain, and my back like got bruise or smth..
so i was like thinking how come dream also can feel pain one..
so then i realise i fell down while walking out of my room
weird or not..
dunno how i fell leh.. i dun rmb
hah. if my hse got cam somewhere then took me while i was walking out of my room then good..
then i can see wad happen..
aha. thsi si just damn weird la.

11:27 pm



20050416

yesyes
finally added links
took 3 hours or so..
dunno why though..
haha.. ok anw i just anyhow add la..
but like still got so little..
oh sad.
tell me more!!!
hhaa
ok..
i've got nuthin to do today..
dun tink there's any hmwk
aha. i dunno
guess wad im sick of my template..
gonna make a new one when im free..
prob during june hols..
haa... then i'll make one for kimby too..
((: sucha nice girl
ahaha.. i love my angel..
she's so sweet.. ahhaa
thanx gai3! muack muack
gonna start new round or smth..
ahah..

3:08 pm



20050409

HELLO!!!

i wanna add links
but i got little ppl to add

soo.. tell me all the links u noe everybody!!!!!!!!

1:55 pm



20050406

whoosh~
last friday was SOOO fun..
NOT becoz of sports day..
that sucked..
wadsup with the cheerleaders la..
keep making us stand just becoz we dun cheer..
just becoz u're so enthu dosent mean we are too..
and the weather was so hot..
din really care wad was happening..
oh wells.
but after that!!
SOOO FUN!
me and eli and jud went to east coast!
took a taxi there..
wadeva, got cheated of my money..
somehow he took the long way to get to east coast, and then make one whole big round before getting inside.
so lucky not raining or wadeva..
so we went to eat lunch la..
then went to bicycle shop..
rented bikes..
aha.. then we started cycling!
went the other way, then dead end, then turn back and went the other way..
ahha.. so we were like racing..
not me la of course.. i was cycling the wadeva two ppl bike..
so fun.. so like speeding..
then cycle cycle. saw this woman
she fell down or smth..
so we very kind.. stop to like help her or wadeva.
jud was like asking her wad happened or smth'
then she dun wanna answer..
or smth like tt, then she called her frens..
then they came..
then so stupid they think we pushed her tt's why she fall or smth
wadeva la..
so anw we dun care then continue to cycle
cycle cycle..
passed by the road safety park
then big splash.
its like so empty..
then the gate was open..
so went in... see see dunno some kayaks..
then came out again..
waha.. then suddenly realised we only have like 2 minutes left, gotta return the bikes
then we are like at the other end of the beach liao..
bike shop is damn far..
so we were rushing like mad...
i tink we were really going very fast..
but quite fun..can feel the wind..
so finally reach the bike shop
like 10 minutes late
but the person oso dun really mind.
ahha. then my legs so wobbly..
then after that went to buy some drinks..
then went to the beach to play!
aha.. jud and eli keep going out there..
wanna feel the waves..
but i like scared of crabs or smth..
yeah.. then we built this sandcastle..
called cookie fortress..
then saw this coconut floating on the sea..
so eli went to get it..
but its hollow la..
so sad.. blah blah
then went to sit on the big rocks..
then started singing... but then like got ppl so dun dare to sing too loud..
so we saw this rock with nobody..
then wanted to go there..
but then so disgusting la..
like the sand sooo many ants
then saw this washed up dead fish..
hah.. eli screamed so high pitch when she saw it..
yeah so damn disgusting. like quite smelly too..
so we decided to walk back to the rock just now...
yeah so we were sitting there singing then talking..
the sun was setting..
then the view so damn nice..
like the sand all golden liddat. then the sky very nice colour oso..
so then my father called... wanna bring me home or smth..
so blah waited or wadeva..
then my parents came
actually wanted to fetch eli and jud home then they dun wan..
so my parents and me went to eat dinner..
aha.. so fun...


sunday... went to compass..
bought skool shoes
bought this nice shorts..
like it so much
spent lotsa money.. aha
and bought smth else too..
heeeeeees..


tuesday..
wah lao.. after school was so damn smelly lorh..
like the sewage system burst or smth..
got the lao sai smell..
stink like shit..
and it is shit la.. wadeva..
so stink..
pinch my nose then like cant breathe..
ooof. shit stinks.

2:47 pm