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20060526

HI FRIENDS.
take a look at my guzheng schedule for the hols

31st May(Wed) - 2.30 to 5.30 pm
2nd June(Fri) - 2-6pm
6th June(Tue) - 2-6pm
8th June(Thurs) - 2-6pm
9th June(Fri) - 2-6pm
13th June(Tue) - 9am-5pm
15th June(Thurs) - 1-5pm
16th-18th June - i think its the whole day for these 3 days.

im trying to maintain a positive attitude.
i dunno how am i gonna survive but im gonna try my best
after the whole thing is over it'll be the happiest day of my life.
and i hope there'll be a break.
if there isnt, or if in the end im not going to perform
i will drown myself in softlan.

:D suann and me finished the class tee!
actually she did most of the job. HAHAHA
i just added some stuff here and there.
its gorgeous! :D

10:14 pm

20060525

AHHHH.
i lost my thumbdrive! super sad la
right before i was going to print the english newspaper somemore!
eveything would be alright if the freaking com labs didnt have anybody when we checked la!
)))))))):
but anw thanks to all those who helped me look. you guys were so sweet! (:
went for lunch at gardens with suann theodora joanne kimberley eli!
thunderstorm or rather some big rain came
we walked all the way back to school without an umbrella!
so we were totally soaked. :O
everybody was like omg damn funny la!
went back to class to strip! LOL
music marathon audition.
stupid mrs wong had to say i wasnt engaged in singing?!
like WTH.
how would she know la!
probably just because i laughed at one point.
RAHHHHHH
today is a BAD BAD DAY
i was totally blur abt eveything
RAHHH
anw i went home and bathed and fell asleep immediately
just woke up! HAHAHA.
i wouldnt have woken up if i didnt have to send rachel the newspaper.
soory abt ur ink man. :D
i feel so sleep deprived.
i have been sleeping after midnight the whole week
super ironic when its the last day of school :S
gonna be super busy with cca! i dun want!!! )):
dunno wad time tmr. SIGHHHHHHHHH
ddnt watch ami just now cos i was sleeping.
but i heard taylor won.HHHAHHAA.
i know alot of ppl are happy. :D

10:14 pm

20060523

HHHOOOO
lol i think the mentos advert is so funny.
too bad we cant do that when we are late after recess. :O
AHHHHH WE CHANGED SEATS!
so sadddddddddddddddddddd ))))):
im going to miss seating in front with eli a lot a lot :O
nvm its time to bond with the back row ppl who i have never been able to see
i know everyone's gonna miss my head!!
but my seat's alright la. :D
next to cassie and infront is felicia and elizabeth yap
and beside is sharlene and infront of her is rachel :D
but i hope i'll be able to see the board la.
bet i'll have to squint my eyes everyday ):
i want new specs
HOOOO. eli's coming over again tmr
needta finish the newspaper!
i hope it turns out nice! :D

im 100% sure i will have to stay back on thurs for gz extra. :O

REMEMBER YOUR PHYSICS FILE PPL!!
and E MATHS FILE for those in A3. HAHAHA

8:33 pm

20060522

WHOOOO!
i finished physics!
that's like a miracle!!
i dun rmb finishing any physics tys at all!
hoooO!
YUCK YUCK
titration is tmr
YUCK YUCK
better dun eat into my recess :O
YUCK YUCK
CCA TMR
why did i even choose gz HUR
i must have been outta my mind
i keep fantasizing myself being in band playing the saxophone or smth
btw that was the only thing that i could make a sound with at the band auditions in sec 1 :O
HAHAHHHAA
RAHHHHHHHH i have to force myself to touch that gross thing and memorise the song otherwise that stupid tablespoon is going to stare at me with his ugly eyes.
)))))): i missed the singapore idol auditions ytd! anybody recorderd? o_O

9:19 pm

20060521

LOL
the yuan qi G boys are funny
wads with the G boys?
i was thinking of Hard Gay.
anw. hard tuition just now.
do i understand linear law or not? o_O
aww man! i want a new phone.
im going to bug my father but i bet he's gonna ignore me ):
i dun mind paying like $200 myself. HAHAH.
my sister's crazy
she's laughing hysterically into the phone
and she's saying BYE TAKECARE TO JOL!
who's like herself.

4:02 pm

20060520

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUANN! :D
ohh well
bored bored day.
felt so lazy to go to school :O
can't stand some irritating ppl.
weekends are getting so boring
no shopping. ):
can't wait for the june hols man..
getting report book next week.
deproved by four marks!! HAHAHAHA
but actually i counted, i improved for all my subjects, except deproving like abt 30 marks for amaths and i tink 6 marks from chinese. LOL
so actually i did better than last term? :O
AHAHHAA
whatever la. there's still next term!!
i didnt buy marianne chong or however u spell her name at the start of the year
everybody's like you MUST buy marianne chong!!
so i decided to buy it but popular dont have?!
i'll be dead for geog if the school bookshop doesnt have it. :O
HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i hope there's a class chalet! :D
errrrrrr dunno what's happening to the class tee, lol
im having fried rice with WET EGG YOLK for dinner!!
i know u're jealous eli. HAHAHAHA

5:43 pm

20060517

MY ULIMATE FAVOURITE SHOW NOW

HARD GAY!!
HOOOOOOO

http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=Bakafish

8:42 pm

WHOOOO!
i went to ps today without telling my mother
:O
eli said i was being rebellious
HAHAHA. whatever.
i spent like, quite a lot of money today!
all the presents. :O
YAY MAN!
holidays are coming!
HOOOO
am i going to kbox again? -looks at eli and rachel
HAHAHA :D
HOOOOOOO
ok that sound hard gay makes is just too unforgettable. LOL
HHOOOOOO

AH!! results
i tink i did even worse than last term! :O
just that, i dun tink i failed anything this time round
NO As at all! SAD
softlan here i come
NEVERMIND!! I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME
HHOOOOOOOO

heh heh my mother thinks i went to watch movie without telling her
ans she said cannot lie ah!!
BUT I REALLY DIDNT
HOOOOOOO

HARD GAY ROCKS MY WORLD!
HHOOOOOO

8:15 pm

20060516

i felt so crushed when you gave me that look
that disgusted look on your face.
it really crushed me totally
you made me feel so disappointed
you made me lose the hope that somehow, you wouldn't treat me that way, like you always do
i didn't fail any of my subjects up till now
and it's good enough for me.
but you made me feel as if all the hard work and effort i had so painstakingly put in seem worthless
like as if there wasn't any point for me to study, since you never appreciate good results
have i ever heard a sound of encouragement from you when i do badly? NO
not that i can remember of.
i'm proud of my achievements
i'm proud that i improved my e maths, from a fail to a pass, even though it was just a difference of four marks
but it's still a PASS! why didn't you comment on that
i don't deny the fact that my results cannot make you happy
but why can't you acknowledge the fact that i've already tried my best
i'm in sec 3, and it's like my first year in upper sec. everything is so much harder, but you don't seem to understand.
all you do is compare me with others
compare compare compare.
i don't know what's the point.
so what if you compare? i'm not a competitive sort of person
doing worse than someone else doesn't really give me the drive to do better
i know for a fact that you don't like it when me, or even sissy compare you with other parents
you practically FLARE up with we even touch the topic.
so why are you still comparing me with others?
and when i tell you that, you say i'm being rude
and the nagging and complaining starts
how i don't appreciated how much you care for me.
how it doesn't make sense that you do the household chores everyday when we don't reciprocate your care.
and then you start going on about how "from now on, i'm not going to do this and that, and you would have to do it yourself"
i'm so sick of hearing you say it
i can already recite it together with sissy
so just stop it already. i don't mind doing things like washing the clothes and stuff.
it's only right that i should.
and i probably should start doing it, to free you off another topic to nag about.
well, i know it really isn't right for me to talk bad about you.
but if i bottle this up i will break down
i know how much you care for me, so stop saying that i don't.
it gets on my nerves.
OK! :D
i guess i cannot watch 'voice' with eli and jud tmr
its ok, i guess.
i'll use the time to catch up with stuff
gonna watch hard gay
i need some cheering up. :D
btw you don't have to tell me to like 'take a chill pill, man'
cos i'm alr feeling fine. :D :D
lalaallalaalalal.

9:34 pm

20060515

LOL!!!
HARD GAY IS SOOO HILARIOUS!!
OH MAN
it cures ppl of depression!! HAH
SAY SAY SAY
HARD GAY PRIDE
WHOOOO!
LOL

9:17 pm

20060514

new address!
:D
relink ok!
new blogskin too!
its rather crap i think
didnt know what to do so just stuff pics together. :D
think i will change soon la. :))
hahahahaha
whooooooooooo
weekends are over. ):
oh yeah! chem and geog marks are on pts
got a shock from geog
:O!!!
think the marks are wrong, haha.
nvm i shall see tmr.
chem was like 30/45
quite satisfied, but im rather sad becos i studied most for chem, somehow
anw still got improvement from last term so thats a good thing.
:D
some stupid labrador park thing tmr
not looking forward to it at all
but can miss lessons!!

6:13 pm

20060513

whee
rachel bugged me to upload the pics in my com
not a lot la. HAHA
used photobucket since its faster. :D

pics in the mrt! :D

those aunties kept looking at us when we were taking pics.

in the room! :D

i koped this from rachel! YAY
go to her blog to see the big version! :D

4:37 pm

YEAH MANN
rachel uploaded ytd's pics on her blogggg
WHOOO!
i miss ytd!

2:38 pm

20060512

YO MEN!
im freaking tired now!
can barely open my eyes
BUT I GUESS IT'S WORTH IT!
like those lamo pri school compo
john went home tired but happy
HAHHA.
YEAH BABEH!
K BOX ROCKED!
lotsa jumping on the sofa!
luckily we didnt spoil it or whatever
got super high at some parts! :D
yeah man MAYDAY AND FIR ROCKS
HIGH HIGH SONGS!! :D
im glad i brought two bottles of water :D
YAY YAY YAY!
hahaha ok anw.
met up with rachel and eli at heartland mall
rachel was going mad with her newly bought too-pink-for-me-and-eli jolin cd.
i was hoping some stuff will drop out and disappear into the mrt track so she can learn her lesson.
HAHAH don't kill me ah rachel.
yeah then we went to ps cos rachel wanted to get fbts
but in the end didnt buy :O
then we were deciding whether to go paradiz centre or hougang plaza
chose the hougang one cos we thought it would be more ulu?
but in the end still had lotsa ppl
we got room 29!
its the same one me and eli got the other time!
right outside where the counter with nuts are.
so quite convenient. HAHA
yeah sang songs
my voice kept breaking. ahahaha.
as in like become super hoarse and no more voice
freaking FUN! WHOOO
i think anata and i turn to u was better the other time round right eli.
all the stupid actions :D
BUT THIS TIME WAS FUN TOOO!!!
WHAT'S WITH FIR MAN!
songs are so high but so fun to sing!
and mayday rocks too! :D
and obviously we sang the classic ppl like jay chou and jj.
AHAHA. but we werent very high singing their songs. XP
took pics of us jumping on the sofa
mostly me and eli on rachel's cam la hur.
she loves admiring us. :D
the song of the day was lian ai -ing.!
i love sun wu kong! :P :P
its in my head now.
HAHAHA. YEAH BABEHHH
singing is tiring. and we sweated singing
now u know why singers are so slim. xD
anw we got quite a shock from the bill
but actually its only $3 more than we expected la hur
went to hougang mall after that!
took neos! WHHOO.
been a long time
the pics were alright but the machine is stupid!
actually the decos and all that are rather good
its like this machine with two parts, so two groups of ppl can take at the same time
but one part of the machine was spoilt and there was only one pen
and the freaking machine had to point us to the spoilt one
AND the worst thing was we couldnt decorate the neos on the right side cos u could only use the right pen which was spoilt!
think it doesnt make sense to you, haha
but anw the undecorated ones were still quite nice.
cos there's like US. HAHAHHAH.
then we went to got some small stuff to eat and went home!
mrt ride back was fun.
photo taking and all.
but rachel had to leave so fast at her so near kovan station..
anw me and eli went to serangoon and took 103
the bus was EMPTY.
only like us and the bus driver
and eli was leaving before me
so i might be the only one left on the bus
and she had to tell me ghostly scenarios like what woman with baby and blood all over
then i said i better keep my cam in case some ghostly images appear
then she started talking abt shutter and i was covering my ears
luckily this guy came on the bus before she left
otherwise i would be freaking scared
the bus drive didnt look kind. :O
and other guy came on and eli went off
so i was thinking which bus stop i should alight at, cos there's one that i have to walk through all the HDBs before reaching home and i think its rather ulu
and then the other one was at the main road
so its like at the bus stop near the HDBs both guys stood up, and i practically ran off the bus
and i walked home like super fast, eli would get a shock.
and i saw ultra big ants, like really super big
felt so relieved when i reached home
ELI STOP TELLING ME GHOST STORIES AT NIGHT OK!!

my sister's baking muffins. smells good.
there's volcano high!
looks nice but i alr missed so many parts.
i'll buy the vcd or smth
HAHAHHA.
its bathing time for me!!
i've been squinting my eyes for a long time :D

11:34 pm

20060511

TAG REPLIES! :D

MARY: YES LA I KNOW IM CUTE! HAHAAHHAAH.
ELI: HUAITING~ HAHAHA
FELICIA: WHERE'S FELICIA? I DUN SEE HER ANYWHERE :P HEEEHEE u byebye what lor. -place my wet hand on ur butt
ALYNN, ELI: NO MORE TESTSS!! WHOOO
RACHEL: YEAH BABY
ELI: I WAS SLEEPING MOSTLY! HEHEEE
CHER: UPDATE ALR! :D WHY ARE YOU LONELY?? I OWE YOU A CHAT! :D
MICHELLE: CHANJIN IS CHEENA MEH? IT'S LIKE KOREAN! HAHAH

AS YOU CAN SEE IM IN A CAPS LOCK MOOD. :P

11:00 pm

WHHOO
yeah im back by popular demand
HAHHA ok whatever
YAYAYAYYAAYAYAY
all the tests are finally over!!
WHOOOHOOO
no more studying and i can watch tv and play the com all day! :D
today had maths remedial
and after that ms kok talked to me and athalie
i was freaking scared la.
and athalie was saying must be because we get last for maths or smth.
but anw she just wanted to talk talk
but i dun like this kind of talk talk
i mean its like how can you say what you really think in front of the teacher
and i went to rubbish and say she could put me in front, as in sit in front :O
i tink its gonna be awkward on monday. )):
YHAHAHA. anw i was supposed to have some dachangjin marathon.
but guess what i fell asleep after watching two episodes. :[]
hur hur and i slept till abt eight.
have been watching the tv till now.
sissy is using the com ): so i cant do whatever i like
ANW KBOX TMR! WHEEEE
yeah baby i feel so good after finishing the tests.

hmmm. do teachers have smth against us writing all over our hands?

10:41 pm

20060503

WHOOPEE
i think a miracle just happened or smth, i actually finish studying for a test!
HAHAH.
anw common tests this week and next! :O
i've become superstitious or smth
just now i was studying with lee hsien loong's picture staring it me (its some election pamphlet)
hahah. i was hoping some of his brain cells could transfer into my brain someway or another :D
ooh and i slept with notes under my pillow. HAHAHA
then rachel was like telling me i should record all the things down and play it while i sleep.
hahaa. so funny
HURRR. today's chapel sang that potter's hand song, and it keeps playing in my head
i was wondering why it wouldn't go away then i realised i was studying mole concept
so its like take me, MOLE me, fill me walk beside me.
hahahahahah i was laughing to myself. :D
yessss and i dled cake mania as well!
such a good thing we can like continue from our previous game even though the trials are from diff websites.
rachel said she was at the casino level and then i was telling her HAHA WE BEAT SHUYUN ALR LA
then shuyun had to tell me today that she finished the whole game --"
whoopee its ten pm.
i wanna go sleep but have some freaking chinese compre to do )))):
AHHHHH im soooo worried abt wad's gonna happen tmr!!
i might not live to celebrate my 15th birthday. how sad
anw i realised that stupid THUM SOON BOON'S initials are like TSB
tablespoon haahaha.
i wish he was a tablespoon then i'll use up all my energy to break him apart and i dun have to see him ever again
hahahahaha

10:54 pm