oh wells
today
is a horrible day..
as if having two tests in the morning wasnt bad enough
as if standing under the hot sun isnt bad enough
btw, was the today 38 degrees or smth?
anw.. i dun really wanna describe wad happen
im feeling emotional now..
i'll probably like suddenly break down and start crying over this injustice
so anw..
i was happily waiting for 3.45
for the arts fest to start..
so we were supposed to assemble at the assembly area or smth rite
so went there..
was like sweltering hot..
so suddenly out pops one guzheng person
giving me a shock by telling me that i had to stay till ten
AND i wun be able to watch the performance
yep.. so i din really care abt it at first..
and out pops another guzheng person
and telling me that the teachers were very angry coz no one wanted to stay
i mean, who would wanna stay?
wadeva i was like wad if i dun stay??
and she was like must stay
so u noe wad she hold my arm so painfully i wanted to slap her
it was really damn pain la.. i felt like if i tried to break free my arm would just break
ok so anw.. she was like trying to drag me to the guzheng room
i was so damn irritated with her
cant she like just leave me alone
so went to the guzheng room'
and the teachers werent even angry
and they din even care when my fren said some gz ppl went to hide
so this IDIOT comes along..
why must he be so irritating
he was like scolding my fren coz she wasnt sure wad time she had to go home
say wad she got no sincerity and when gz needs you to like 表现, u're not there
hes just full of crap
so blah blah blah
its going to be gz's turn to perform
and'dun haf enough
helpers or so we're called
we were treated more like maids please
so yar i was standing there holding the gz
and that idiot say all
helpers run back to the gz room
which is like right at the other end of the hall
to take chairs
so i was holding a gz rite, so obviously i have to pass it to somebody before i can run off rite
so i was like passing the gz to my senior and that asshole was like using his condutor stick to wack me head
and staring at me with his shit face yelling at me to hurry up
i mean it wasnt as if i din wanna be quick rite
i had the pass the gz! wad if it drops and all the string break?
dosent he have eyes to see wads going on or brains to interpret wad i was doing
hes mad i tell u
so running like hell back to the gz rm
and taking the heavy chairs back to the hall again
and then like after we set up the gzs on stage we had to squeeze in this small space
and everyone was like sweaty and smelly and there was no ventilation..
yuck
ok then i was lunch
and then some teacher came to tell us we dun have lunch for you
wad kind of shit is this???
you make us run around the whole school, and dun even provide food for us??
and the worst thing was like we dun have food to eat, and we still had to
deliver the food from the canteen to the hall for the seniors while they sat on chairs shaking their legs
excuse me, we are doing a favour and you treat us like slaves
its really slaves coz we dun get anything in return
so wadeva we found extras and ate them
i felt so pathetic
and like we were eating rite..
then one of the sec 2 performers came to sit with us
and this senior was like why u sit with them?
wad the hell is wrong with sitting with us??
because we're
helpers so they treat as like servants and its so downgrade to sit with us
i wish i could just give that person a slap on her face
so we ate i cant rmb wad happen
just walking around the school until 6.45
went to ehall and sat around
stayed there and then came out
and sat arounf outside the hall agn
then balh then had to move the gz make to the gz rm
and had to go two trips because not enuff ppl
wadeva la
then was like moving all the stuff until like going to be 10 o' clock liao
so anw i went back to class
and this teacher comes along to tell us that the seniors ate and left all their boxes and the garbage bags outside the hall and told us to clear the rubbish
jyst total shit la
its the
seniors who left them there
its the
seniors who were inconsiderate enough to leave their thing around
why should it be us these pathetic little
helpers to clear up after them
arent we servants already??
and we dun even us receiving any recognition or wadeva shit
they din even mark down we helped and din even bother saying thanks or wadeva shit
wadeva i had a hard getting back to class
and my parents came to fetch me
and i was like actually crying when i told them
so stupid.. why did i cry
i was stull crying when i went to bathe
weird..
haha so anw.. my arms and legs is aching now
and i couldnt even brush my teeth properly coz my hands were trembling
no more energy left..
10:41 pm
